My
love story with words has been a long, gradual one. Sometimes it's
frozen me and I haven't been able to write anything, sometimes it's
freed me to try bizarre ideas, some which flopped infamously, others
that failed a little less. :-) It has been a gift to become more
conscious of the art and beauty in lines, sentences, and paragraphs.
Somehow, I want to keep reading poetry, underlining amazing things,
studying Latin, reading aloud, pirating the dictionary, and
memorizing and studying all those crazy things which come wrapped in
language. I don't know how to wield something so big as a word, but I
want to try.
Most
of all, I am speechlessly grateful and amazed for the Bible. I am so
clumsy and ignorant with such a gift. What a blessing each of us
have—the full portrait of Christ in Living Words. We can pick it up
anywhere and at anytime and we have hundreds of wise, encouraging,
exciting books from dedicated saints who gave their lives to study
and live now and in the past. All of this—and still, I fail to
enjoy, be fed by, and depend on the Word of God in my daily life. How
can I be one of God's little words, incarnate in the world, if I do
not know the model I am fashioned after or the character of my
Creator?
Unbelievably,
my God is a God of mercy, who still changes and satisfies me when I
finally go to His Word and see He has been driving me there this
whole time. May our lives be truly dedicated to the best
gift of all—the true Word. Life.